Tuesday, August 30, 2005
damn i hate this blog..no not the name(that i love) but the general layout..its so WHITE!! not really something i fancy much..goodness while everyone is out rejoicing now, i think im entering my bouts of depression where im starting to think i screwed up most of my papers..people usually freak out before the papers but no yours truely was not afarid at all before the paper..just told myself go do your best and then we'll see, no aims no nothing, just go do your best..now im going shit cuz i realized that the likelyhood that i screwed up my papers is uber high!! lets see..ss usefulness q was too short for comfort, chem paper, which i thought was damn hard but no one else shared my views..and hist which i now conclude i have definiety failed cuz i never talk about D at all..so my whole argument is one-sided..wad the hell was i thinking man..only talk about 1 side..should have known better!!so the highest i can get for the essay is 16..yes i checked..bye bye 4! bye bye 3.6! it will be a miracle if i get 3.2...ahhh!! i feel stupid!!! how how how!! im bloddy sad now..haiz..but nvm i shall live it off for 2 weeks and enjoy cuz when my results come back im never gonna hear the end of it..especially since i didnt tell my mum when my exams were and they claim to never see me studying..hey im nocturnal..i study when they sleep or at least attempt to so naturlly they wouldnt noe rite..haiz but try explaining that to them..
oh yes my dad has reached a whole new level of lameness..most of which he unleashes on me when im studying cuz i make super a lot ot noise when mugging..haiz but its funny nonetheless..the only thing keeping me sane for the past weeks has been my soap opera..haha its a hindi one..its so bloody addictive but problem is that they show it at 1200 so i have to stay up late to see...but it's worth it!! love it love it love it..haha i have a soap opera fetish..yes i watch the bold and the beautiful and days of our lives and opera winfrey and all the other ladeda drams i can pick up..i think i noe the tv chanels by heart!! haha goodness i realized that i have no idea where this entry is leading so i shall end..cya
peace out. 8:28 PM