"for the prettiest one was also the saddest"
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
i remember 19 like it was yesterday.
dinner with the girls, screamfest with l
going to sports camp on a whim crashing back when it ended
the crazy uni ride. hall. the amazing friends i cant imagine never knowing
19 was a year of self discovery,
a year of self doubt
a year with the highest highs and the lowest lows
a year of screw ups and boy were they major (like the one im trying to rectify now)
but also a year of untainted joy
it was a year that made me laugh, a year that made me cry.
a year that taught me i could lose and still gain,
a year that made me question but also believe,
a year where i was never more alive
19 was a good year i guess, perhaps even my best.
20 starts tomorrow and to god all i pray for this year is
hope and faith,
and strength and courage.
and while im at it a tad of wisdom too.
to those that made this journey mine thank you.
peace out. 11:51 AM
for the sorry tears i shed
Friday, June 19, 2009
i could blog about it or i could just not
so i wont.
and its hard i wont deny it. but i dug this grave. i ought to pull myself out.
osare.
peace out. 10:10 PM