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Friday, August 31, 2007

i think im developing an affinity to nationa.l lib.. i much prefer the study lounge there to our school lib since well u can eat there and its way nearer to home! um oh ya the good view helps as well if u get what i mean heh! which is why ive been trotting down to nl.b instead of school these days. though i cant really say how well studying is coming along yet cuz i dont really know. i mean im studying and all but how effective it is something i can only answer after prelims. oh well

anyway on a side note today was a good day. i got to open nearly 4 bags full of presents! one of the many upsides of the mother being a school teacher i guess and i love the notes the kids write. its rather hilarious. though this years gifts were more normal so that was rather disappointing..i mean the mother did get a goldfish 2 yrs ago! which died within 2 hours. i still say its cuz dad fed it too much though he adamantly denies it. but i know the truth. heh

oh and i watched snippets of jes.us cam.p last night. perhaps about 15 mins in total but let me tell you those 15 mins totally freaked me out. if u ever wanted to understand how extremism is bred, watch it. all i wanted to do was shake the woman through the thing and tell to wake up to the real world.

ok ok i need to switch comps now. and since im too lazy i shant bother will just trot to sleep instead.
over and out.
ok sorry that just came out cuz i was recounting some of the brothers ocs stories which ill go into some day here.
ok now for real cya!

peace out. 9:54 PM

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

guess what guess what!! they're making a playground below my house! when i say right below i mean right below!!! heh sorry i find these little things extremely amusing, u cant blame me now can u.

peace out. 6:55 PM

there's only 2 days of school left and its surprising how id rather it be over already. its just that i honestly need the time to study and its not very conducive having to waste the mornings away. i guess ill miss a lot of things but i havent really sat down to think about it yet or take it all in. blame it on the frazzled prelim state we're all in i guess. oh well. it'd be over soon. and then real life will begin, unsheltered and very much untreaded.

was reading some uni application essays today and i have come to the realization that DARN! i lead a boring life. is it my fault nothing significant has happened in my life. bah! this is annoying. sometimes i think I'm actually more scared of my uni apps than of the a's. what if no uni wants me?! shit nvm ill stay in singapore, play tennis, and design houses. take that!

alright, back to work. i love you too de.b an.n le.e! (and be.l) heh u're not an afterthought! =)

peace out. 6:24 PM

Friday, August 10, 2007

its amazing how many adjectives you can come up with when u're writing testimonials for people. the brain has officially died. nites to you lot.

peace out. 1:25 AM

Tuesday, August 07, 2007

kudos to the 27ths for doing a rather good (in my opinion) job. quite pleased with the way my day turned out and although i didn't study at all today it stills feels as if it was a rather productive day. maybe its cuz i had a 4hr lunch session with p.ek, which however only increased my uni anxieties. i told her about my early d ing thing and her advice was to not early d which i sort of understand too. there's always a trade off i guess and i cant help but wonder at times why life couldn't just let us have both the cake and the pie. if only it was that simple.

anyway today was a rather amusing day, somehow the class just wasn't in the mood to do work. it probably had something to do with ms g.an stamping on the cockroach during our first block lec today. and how that carried into our econs lessons with her later. i really do like her now and am starting to appreciate her teaching methods. she's definitely not the nicest of people but i think she's more misunderstood than anything else. and not to mention be.nji gave us presents today. this cute little thing and a personalised note. its really sweet and it has now taken the place of the softball on my bottle(sorry ro.y the softball fell out so its now just a showpiece on my table lol). oh and he thinks I'm an unhatched egg with lots of potential in math yippee! lol. and we were like "mr t.an are you leaving" then he went "no you're the ones leaving!" and it really hit me that we'll be gone soon. and as much as i want to become a hermit and go into hiding with my books, there still exists a part of me that wants to run around doing silly things and being pleased with myself, simply because at the end of the day i guess these are the memories ill cherish the most not my mega mugging sessions. yea though i sort of don't really want to dwell into the whole leaving thing yet. its a terrifying thought I'm choosing not to face and ill rather not think of all the friends/faces ill be leaving behind, be it people from our batch or not. so i guess I'm glad for today.

on a much happier note though, i think my chem is improving. i sort of know what im doing and yup im very much more at ease with the subject. hopefully it will show in the results too *crosses fingers*

ok and im a tad sorry for the randomness of this post. i was waiting for my brother to come back with my food and he's back now so cya!

p.s. bourne is out! im not really sure when in singapore but its out! heh i want to watch it soon.

peace out. 11:37 PM