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V27 :kiss away the young thrills

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"after all this time?"
"always."

and t.an ru.oqi has a blog?! who knew! heh

peace out. 11:24 AM

anyway, im off to do some more productive things with my time. cya!

peace out. 11:01 AM

*warning: this post contains sort of harry potter spoilers. not really but ya u dont want to take the risk dont read i guess.

so anyway on friday night just before i slept, d called and went "blah blah blah oh by the way RO.N died!" u can imagine how pissed i was and i wanted to slap him but guess what the smart alec added "i thought u should know and have enough time to mourn him" cuz ron's my fav character u see. so anyway cut the long story short i spent the whole time swimming the next morning thinking about how he died and crying over how i wanted him alive. kill harry la i dont care. basically i was in mourning heh very melodramatic but what the hell. then i figured actually if he died protecting harr.y and hermo.nie then it wouldnt be that bad you know. dying for love. rather noble so i just hoped he died that way in battle.

so anyway stupid d's info turn out to be wrong even though he swore he was right and saw the copy on line and what not. and i felt quite noob cuz all the while i was reading, i was just preparing myself for ron's death and even as some of the other character that i really loved died the impact wasn't as strong cuz i was busy telling myself to only cry when ron's died. imagine how loser i felt when i read till the end and dear ron was still alive and kicking. oh well

the book was pretty good i think. liked the pace and all. though i think the ending was way too cheesy. i think one of the trio should have died. afterall its only apt that they too should carry the worst scar of all; death of a close companion. preferable harry should have died but reading the book i liked that he lived so i guess it would have truly memorable if ron died in the end. died saving herm.oine and killing the basilik or something noble like that. would have been more apt. and then the poem at the beginning would have had more meaning. "living after death" in the hearts of loved ones. and yes certainly the trio's lives are not handy-dandy, after all they have to deal with a (ok close eyes now spoiler alert!!!) fred, LUPIN!!! and TONKS!!! deaths but i still feel that one of the 3 should have died to emphasize the whole concept about how hard it is to rid the world or evil. its war how high are the chances of the 3 coming out alive. having said that im glad the married couple(shant say who if you havent read) died together. and had a kid to carry on for them. i expected the father to die from the start cuz all his friends are dead (the four of them, it was only time before he joined them) but im glad the mum died with him. again LOV.E very sweet. bah ok i think that tirade was long. so ending was too cliched and cheesy for my liking but the book was good anyway! yay

so anyway my day yesterday was mega fun and though i didnt get TOF.U man in the end (its out of stock humph i did get too see ******! heh and he spoke to me too! i could have died. eh yes only tar.a would understand. then went to kristine's church at night for vibe. its sorta them selling food. food was excellent. well done dear! met her brother too who attempted to convince me that columbia is better than penn. and i guess he has a point since ive decided on to early d w.harton directly and instead do penn engineering, i might as well go do it in columbia. their financial engineering is retardedly good i hear. yea. and chances of getting attachments in wall street are really high so there i can actually fulfill my dream!

but i still dont know. i dont i dont i dont.

oh darn. tomorrow school starts back to mugging i guess.
cya!

peace out. 5:34 PM

i cant wait to get my TOF.U MAN tomorrow. finally after uber long ill get my own one! yes! i hope i get the cow one or the strawberry one, though im probably going to love any one i get all the same! ok if you have no clue what im blabbering on about, ask me on monday ill show u my tofu man! and then ill bet u'd want one too (err ok maybe not unless u're retarded like me. afterall i did carry a strawberry around for months. heh.)

on a side note i really really want to read hp spoilers now but im being a good girl and i have told various friends to shoot me if they spot me flipping to the back before ive read the front.
oh todays chem focus went really well im pleased.

and since i dont think im going to update tom, here goes:

happy 18th b'day Wan.g Tin.g! welcome to the club. heh ill never forget our first ever lunch and u declaring that pe.k was les. very amusing. anyway i really hope u dont ever come here though just in case u do, i wanted to add, i noe its horrid that u'll be in school rehearsing when u should be out drinking(hello boy u're legal!!) but oh well life's quite the bitch at times isnt it. u'll pull through. and no more depressing lets all not go uni talk k! im real glad u're my buddy. to all our lame times, u two making me eat at SUN and MOON and what not, cheers. heres to many more happy times after a's.

ok ill load that noob photo of the two of us in my next post. its in the other com.

yes before i go, this is the funniest thing ive done in ages.
if i were a simpson here's what i would look like..

ok the pic refuses to load ill post it next time though for now heres the webbie! go try its damn fun. really i kid u not go simpsonize yourselves too! http://www.simpsonizeme.com/index.php

im feeling much happier thank you!

peace out. 9:38 PM

que.k! have i told you how much i love you for always making me laugh and feel extremely intelligent -couchincestcough- u absolute noob!
on a very pleased side note today is thursday! saturday is coming soon! my self designated indulgence day..
go swim in the morn head to borders bum around there reading harry potter..might go lunch with mat.t, otherwise more potter reading and dinner at christin.e's chuch! yay so fun!! cant wait.

oh yes and ive sorta decided not to early d whart.on anymore. more likely to early d p.enn school of engineering then do double degree with wh.arton in the second yr or maybe just early d columb.ia? i dunno! eeks!

peace out. 8:49 PM

im terrified of the future.

and perhaps broken promises are meant to be left as that. broken.

I'm tired, stressed, annoyed, out of sorts. everything, u name it.

i guess you were right, i am extremely messed up at the moment. and yet whose fault is that?

"it was always only ever going be SKIN DEEP"

on a side note: here's what i learnt in gp this week.
For
Undertaking
Carnal
Knowledge

or

Fornicating
Under
Consent [of]
King

so now u too know where our modern day vulgarity came from.

peace out. 8:53 PM

"we all die. the aim isnt to live forever but to create something that will." amen.

peace out. 4:16 PM

yesterday i learnt that the 14e doesnt stop at my house. how very dimwitted of me. i choose to blame it on v.on. heh.

peace out. 12:31 PM

my timetable got changed!! bummer.
dont like.

"i didnt mean to hurt you."
"it doesnt matter because in the end it hurts all the same."

i am going to run tomorrow.

peace out. 8:13 PM