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V27 :kiss away the young thrills

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trent!
angela
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karwei!
deb and bel
mish
hannah and co
clique
shihui
michelle

one tree hill's showing re-runs..not a good sign. u'd think they might be running out of ideas? maybe its all cuz of the chad/sophia seperation thing..so now they have no idea where to angle their characters. or maybe they're just having writers' block..happens to the best of them doesnt it. same situation with lost..been stuck on episode 9 for ages... come on people you're being paid for a reason. we want our episodes!! and we want them soon!! ah well ill just have to wait and hope they start coming up with some decent material soon. or maybe everyone's on christmas vacation. u think?

so anyway came back yesterday. must say it was rather fun. babysitting my 3 cousins wasnt as terrible as i had envisioned and it actually turned out to be one of the highlights of this hols. stayed in times square which is the world's biggest 3-in-one something (forget wad). basically its a hotel, theme park and convention centre(think suntec city) all put into one. really cool. the hotel only starts at the 14 floor..yup so highlight was the theme park which had an indoor loop rollar-coaster! was rather exhilerating though i still rank the aussies ones a lot higher but hey it was indoor with air-con and all and it had a loop. definity worth something. food was pretty good too. we ordered ice-kachang on the last day since cus 1 was demanding it and u noe wad it came with an ice-cream scoop topped with a cup of chococlate syrup. A WHOLE CUP OF CHOCOLATE!! bloddy hell yea.oh and we went there by train..first time ive ever been in a train apart from the mrt so yea rather nice though ive deduced that the only place i can sleep is on my own bed or my mums.no where else. terribly disappointed at that prospect..how i tell you am i gonna survive jc if i cant fall alseep? nvm insomia will definitely have to take a hike

that reminds me..thank you to all the dearies who sent christmas cards.really sweet of u all. i highly doubt ill be sending any cuz well i dont have any at the moment so yea unless i buy them tomorrow and finish writing them and sending them by sun which is a near impossibility i dont think any of you will be getting christmas cards from me. but i do promise to send out post-christmas pre new year notes k.. shall get started on those. so chic rite. i noe.

so anyway went narnia with deb bel roy today..i absolutely adore peter. haha. mighty kingly if i must say so myself. and i loved the scene where he asked the centaur next to him "will you fight alongside me"..so ARAGORN like. reminded me a lot of lord of the rings. a fetish of mine that hasnt yet gone.

well ill be off then. its that time of the year agin. to be jolly and merry and insanely happy. so yes todles ppple and have a merry christmas. afterall it only comes once. tata.

oh and have a pink martini while you're at it. i hear they're one of the best.

peace out. 9:56 PM

i must say i have a knack for falling sick at all the right moments...sheesh. how the hell can you be perfectly fine one day and then wake up the next feeling as if your body had been trottled by a gazillion trolls, as if you had sung 'majula singapura' five hundred thousand times without mind you having taken a breath of pause. how the heck can u feel so bad? goodness and it came as such a big shock. i thought i was gonna die when i realized i couldnt lift my head from the bed..damn and see because of this ive had to miss watching adrian with nicole and tara..so pissed!! but i just couldnt bring myself to get out of bed much less go to orchard and heaven forbid if i actually feel alseep while watching so yea im glad i stayed in..nursing wadever virus i seemed to have so mysteriously contracted.

oh and thank goodness i made dearest mother take me to the doctor. figured her self-treating medication wasnt doing me much good..so off we went to the doc where after doc has prescribed me some pills, mum goes arent you gonna give her antibiotics. hello mother, who is the doctor her? you or her? at which the doc so sweetly replies..well she obviously has contracted some virus as you can see from the state of her nose and throat and antibiotics can only be used for bacteria. really? replies the mother and the two start discussing viruses and bacteria for the next 15 mins while i sitting in the chair am nearly dying from all the coughing...anyway point of the whole story DO NOT GO TO THE DOCTOR WITH YOUR MOTHER..go in yourself get the medicine and get out. remember that.

and guess why i wasnt getting any better from mum's home-treatment. she was giving me antibiotics. -hah- no wonder she seemed rather spooked after visiting the doc that day. could have caused some seriuos damage.

well other than that im been in bed most of the time attempting to recover though the body still aches like hell and wad not so yea nothing much to say. oh ya steph lost!! -does a jig- and the linz family won -another jig- ok thats it think ive stared at the screen for too long. head is aching again. cya.

peace out. 8:19 PM

argh!!! i cant get past level 3 of not pron..some game karwei had on her blog..wah lao..wad the hell do they want..turn me on (turn WHAT?) the only thing i turn on is the light!! damn it im irritated...humph...no i will not resort to cheating. I WILL NOT! shit my will power is already dying. argh!! pulls hair..wad is this?! i am not stupid!! ok ill say this 10 times and then ill try again..bleagh..

peace out. 7:38 PM

ok ok listen up people... my spouse ie lunny will be singing on tues at 12 at j8 so yea pop down and cheer her on. she's really really good and im not just saying it cuz im nice (which im not mind you) so yea give her your support. she's gonna win anyway (its some chinese show comp that im not too sure about..all i noe is that she's IN!) !! haha yea

oh my gosh i am currently extremely extremely jealous. i can feel the green-eyed monster jumping up and down wildly inside me right now. some party he must be having. was just checking out a blog of my sis' friends..he's in OXFORD!! teddy college i think..anyway the place is so bloody cool i could just die! ahhh and the way he describes it!! i hate this place now. sunny singapore! -scoff- im sick of the sun i want to go to london now!! its seems really really fun and well LSE's not too bad as well..sis best friend is there and she loves it!! there you go. ive decided. im gonna go study in london. humph see if u can stop me!! ill be the biggest mugger in the world from now on and ace everything and and and..ok fine im kidding myself. i better just pray for a scolarship there.

like i told karwei the other day..lets say i go for the med interview..i think ill cry if i dont get in..disappointed and all but i think ill cry if i get in as well..i mean if i do then my dreams of london go poof! see i tell you im a mindless freak in search of something..dont know what yet but i guess im just taking my time to find it. oh and ya if i do get a scolarship to US ill cry cuz im not in london and if i dont ill cry anyway..haha i guess my future def has tears in store. who would have guessed! -pray borther of mine gets into some US uni- then i can go visit him!! oh wait he'll only go in 2 years time when i go! NO!! damn there go my dreams of visting his uni..

well right now ive currently taken a leaf out of kar wei's book and am doing my own little works on photoshop..except unlike hers mine are actually for my template..thought i might as well get the pic settled then i can figure out the html stuff later. its really rather fun playing around with all the various buttons! which reminds me i still havent visted my art gallery. so its not the louve (which i have visited -squeal-) but i'd do for now. hmm maybe ill pop by after i return.

yup so thats all the random stuff for today. i think i like random entries. makes life so much more colourful dont u think..otherwise entries would just be angst filled..about how life sucks/bitch about parents..about supposed friends..cry over failed ralationships..or non-existent ones..grumble over your looks..keep analyzing them..dont people get tired of having such self-absorbed views? maybe my blog is self-absorbed too i wouldnt know but too me it just seems more like a dorcumentation of my life. not too much analyzing of me..feels good.

i dont have much but i have enough. i want more but only what lies in my means and what i can achieve. goal driven i guess. hmm

well on a lighter note man u are currently screwing up their season. what can i say thats what you get for kicking keane out! -hah- and chelsea are looking pretty good wouldnt ya agree. well anyway im so much more looking forward to the world cup. shant be a brazilian supporter anymore..it has become some sort of cool thing like supporting chelsea..all of a sudden so many people love them..bet they'll all run away the minute they start losing. -scoff again- wad losers. humph nvm GO HOLLAND!! haha im gonna join these swingers and have a ball!!

oh just something that caught my eye:
you bitch about your parents. at least you have them.

peace out. 12:17 AM

Do you know i cry;
and its not the good kind.

nostalgia. damn.

peace out. 7:15 PM

the perfect way to spell the end of work;
an absolutely drool-worthy FREE rhumba frappachino(think that's how u spell it). YAY i love starbucks!

finally after a very long time i feel so much more at ease. like nothing can ever go wrong any more and everythings going to be fine. sunshine after the storm. hmm i sound like such a hopeless romantic! -hah- tad wierd dont u think? well the cynic in me has decided to go on a holiday too so yea u're stuck with a mushy me till christmas!koodos to u!

and you wonder i love this time of the year.

peace out. 8:40 PM

you know why i love today? cuz it means tomorrow's coming. and you know what's tomorrow. ill give u 5 guesses. hah yea it spells the end of work!! oh thank the heavens above. ill be out of this idiotic hole i have dug for myself tomorrow. oh wait friday technically cuz i think i have half day of work but yea im keeping my fingers crossed. u never know the place might just burn down then poof no more work! hah shit ok the boredom is getting to me. i seem to be sprouting even more gibberish than i usually do. darn

well the good thing that comes from this work thing is well im gonna be a sudoku champion before you know it. yup after ranting and raving about how you'd have to absolutely crazy to do anything related to math in the hols i am now starting to eat my words. contrary to my belief and i bet half of you guys ones too..the sudoku thing has nothing to do with math its pure logic. FUN!hello pls note that i am in the dullest place on Earth and there is simply nothing to do so yes duh this is way beyond fun! its like a god sent. though it does drain you even more than stoning does.

oh oh let me tell u about LUNCH!! ahh 2 bucks only!! and the food is yummy yummy yummy. bloody economical i tell you. and the muffins....thinking about them makes my mouth water. remind me someday ill bring you all there if i can ever remember where it is after this. you see i need to try to put this terrible work experience as far back in my brain as possible otherwise ill be too traumatized to ever step foot in any office again.

another short entry but well that's cuz im rather in the contemplation mode these daes and im trying my best to abstain from blogging about it until ive cleared my thoughts with myself first. so many things swirling in there. its scary how one wrong word could make a big difference. ah yes ok no more of this random nonsense.

cya around. if i survive tomorrow.

peace out. 10:10 PM

the next time i open my mouth to say something really stupid, please dear god just shoot me first. think of the most boring thing on earth, times it by a gazillion and youll understand what the 3 of us are currently experiencing at work. it's horrid i tell u! and to make it worse it was me and my big mouth that got us in this again. -smacks head- and so i figure the bitching about work begins again. damn this sucks so bad and the worse part is knowing i have to go back there again tomorrow

well on a much lighter note the cuzes are here.. a 5 yr old and an eight year old. hmmm wonder what possessed them to stay with us.yes and thats all that i have to say today. too tired to think.

a part of me feels a pang when i see you guys together
a part of me feels like it didnt take long for me to be fogotten
a part of me wonders whether we even knew each other
and a part of me wonders if i should make the first move to salvage whats left
but the rest of me well, doesnt seem to care
and im glad for that.

peace out. 11:22 PM

oh my gosh i just realized that its dec 1 !! goodness gracious me! that's fast. before you know it jan's gonna be here. SHIT!! ah! now what have i accomplished..hmm.. the only thing i can think of is of course the loads and loads of catching up on lost sleep that i have been doing which i still maintain is entirely normal and will not make me STUPID! yea..

you know what i think ive been possessed by the work demon. he entered me yesterday but i figure he's gone now. u see we went to get our cheques yesterday and boss man asked whether we would be willing to work again for a week and i went ok sure. now see this is the same damn place i was bitching about so much the last time and hence the only logical explanation that i can come up with as to where the sudden enthusiasm for work came about would be that the work demon had entered me or that i had gone temporary insane after seeing my cheque. i would rather believe the former for i am no mad woman.

yes so that naturally means i have work next week! me and my big mouth. dang. and im just told lunny is not gonna be there..no! talk about a double blow man! guess now it'd just be me entertaining shiwei. humph.

i feel tired. yes even though i sleep 12 hrs every night and still take afternoon naps, im feeling rather drained. gosh maybe im sleeping too much! the horror! ah well cant be helped. seems to explan why i didnt go pooling with deb today. was too slogged to get off the couch after all we had just ordered pizza and i was lazy! sorry deb..we'll go on the easterners day soon i promise. maybe the fatigue is due to the fact that ever since monday i havent been sleeping well. hmmm no idea why..i think its basically cuz im no longer tired. maybe all my batteries have been charged. i guess next week will just kill them again so no worries, ill be back in bed in no time.

speaking of which i thoroughly enjoyed myself on monday and tuesday. thank you yvonne for housing us and coming to my house early on monday to carry out the evil plot of ours which somehow failed to materialize. blame in on the mix. robbed our muffins of its desired effect. and ya for basically everything even ponning you noe what to continue slogging with me and nic on tues..well actually i bet even u didnt really wanna go rite! haha yup

ok kinda ran outta things to say. -gasp- a first! na think its maybe a second or a third.. contrary to popular belief i can be quiet if i want to. yes i can! fine i shall not attempt to convince you. this entry is long enough as it is.

cya!

peace out. 9:28 PM