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V27 :kiss away the young thrills

designer
trent!
angela
xueting
karwei!
deb and bel
mish
hannah and co
clique
shihui
michelle

for the past hour or so i have been engrossed in the lives of people who i have never met, much less ever even heard off..and i must say its at the top of my list of the most fun thing i have done in ages. ok stop smirking right now, my life's not that boring..blog surfing just happened to be extremely fun..out of the 30 blogs i read, i think around 18 were US political blogs which was highly amusing and insipiring in some sense..the democrats really seem to be determined to get it back in 2006 and u should read the amount of bush-bashing that is in there..after a while it started getting too heavy too handle..so i decided to skip the next couple of political blogs that came along.. then suddenly as my fingers were pounding away on the 'next blog' button, i chanced upon this disillusioned NS man's blog, and it was the first open blog about Singapore politics that i have read..was an exteremely good read where everything i have ever been dying to say was so expilicitdly typed there..i thank god that there are no laws currently in place to prevent such blogs from existing for this was definitely the highlight of all my reads today..can relate to the guy in so many ways. must be the stuck-in-the-hole syndrome..some other blogs included the lives of varisty pple mostly in the US, interesting to see how open their society is as compared to ours..which were all really interesting reads..i higly recommend it..

NE quiz today was utter rubbish..ok im just being a sour puss cuz i only got 222000 which i think is as close as one can possibly get to the passing mark..darn i was trying to be a smart ass as usual so i decided that instaed of attemping to build my city and answer questions at the same time i should answer all the questions at one shot then build..so after i built my 2 structures (thank god for that) i started answering all the questions only to realise that after u answer the last question the game is over, cannot build anymore..so here i was smug that everyone was being loser bums building stuff when all u had to do was answer the questions..until to my complete horror i find that the points u get is in accordance to the amount of investments made..SHIT! now u tell me!! and u should have see her grinning widely as me as she went "woa, u just managed to pass i see"..well i guess i must have made her day then

then at lunch we met this super cute little boy who deb started harrassing..i tell u, he was so bloody cute i could just eat him..ok no i couldnt but ya he was the sweetest thing..and just as he was about to leave he gave deb a cuddle and a kiss! what the hell man..u could see the clawed green-eyed monster bursting out from me and bel..guess its just our luck that we didnt sit on the other side..never mind i still have my cute france kid to gush over as u can see in the pic..even his kid sister was a such a doll..oh damn i just realized how pedophillic i sound..yucks!!


so anyway we did disection yesterday for med bio...rather fun i would have to say..didnt have any queasy feeling at all in my stomach while cutting up the sheep's heart..dunno why but i thought i would be squirmish and all but just wasnt..guess its all about being detached and wad not..and no matter wad im not that heartless k..i mean i wasnt the one who mutilated the heart now was i! lol

apart from that nothing much has been happening except i actually went running yesterday..1st time in 4 months?! xian hui are u proud? and natually the aches are being felt now..i could die from the pain.. oh and remind never to run at 645 again..by the time i was reaching home it was becoming so dark that i could barely see the cute ang moh guy walking in front of me..then i was so freaked that something would happen..dont think i was ever this scared before..hmm serves me right

heres a leaving thought: i have a JEW nose!! yaya i noe la but its my joke! haha ok heck i bet im half jew humph..u would think wouldnt u

i miss france..someday soon ill dedicate a whole entry to it! and post loads and loads of pics..just not today.

peace out. 10:17 PM

peace out. 7:22 PM

the cutest thing on EARTH!.happy super belated 21st b'dae prince harry!

peace out. 5:42 PM

though horridly impractical for Singapore it is still very LOVELY!! and these are just some of the few i have been checking out..so many super breath taking ones! never knew they could actually look THAT good. Boy do i get it now why guys always want the cool cars..i mean how can a girl not fall for any of the above ones!!

well away from cars, the throat still hurts and the nose has gone all runny again..dry cough coming up fast but the fever..yes the fever seems to be highly indignant and refuses to appear so it means i still have to trudge to school even though the body aches simply cuz mum will only let me off if i have a temperature. oh well no complaints though. school's rather amusing. 5 o'clock highs have been transformed to 3 o'clock madness. dont noe why but these are the peak periods for absolute chaos, i guess its simply the body's way of keeping awake..stay energized so u dont fall alsleep. or maybe its just a result of the funky new water spray that has been entertaining the lives of everyone..hmm u think?

anyway thanks chuwen for the layout! i guess comments come back now!

peace out. 8:57 PM

okay so how's this? this time round it aint my fault cos you provided me with the picture alright! anyway, damn you. on the comments! that's not how you get me to add a tagboard okay! (you could start by ASKING NICELY, and no pouts pls) yeah, archives. okay i'll get it done another day lah. too lazy haha.

nathan's mine. hands off dood.

peace out. 10:28 PM

tv updates...

1) survivor guatamala..well what can i say? Bobby jon is back! -hah- boy do i feel smug..loved him to bits last season (i loved ian a tad bit more though) and he's back! great! steph is fine, think she's cool and all but im not like all woa about her like most other people..well in typical survivor fashion, the cute guys will probably all be out again seeing that blake and booby jon are already dying..hmm there goes my eye candy again..nvm hopefully i can find my ian no. 2 though i very much doubt it.darn

2) OC is the bomb! no of course its not better than one tree hill but its good nonetheless, ive skipped seasons 1 and 2 and am heading straight for 3! cant wait to watch second epi tomorrow.

3) veronica mars..well this one i cant say much cuz i cant transfer it to my com..so i cant watch it..all thanks to one tree hill..but heck im not complaining..nathan beats anyone hands down.

4) House..its retardedly funny..for pple with my spastic sense of humor cuz its not funny funny, its this guy who's ultra sarcastic but thats what makes me love him..trying to learn how to be sarcastic from him..im getting better ya?

5) HBO and Star movies rocks my life! i mean hello who else shows stuff like school of rock, snatch, confessions of a teenage drama queen, legally blonde 2, master and commandor, sparticus..and loads loads more which i cant really remember now..all of which i have caught! love watching them..where else can u get to stare at brad pitt for 2 hrs non stop..and my was he HOT in snatch! nearly as good as in fight club..i swear!

6) Friends..the re-runs have got me in knots..love them to bits..well joey of course..he used to be really cute(good-looking cute) but now...nvm i still love him..and chandler is cool ok no matter wad anyone says

7) and of course my darling hindi serial..cant live without it! someday ill devote a whole entry to it but for now i need to get some sleep before i get up to catch house and other stuff

peace out. 8:22 PM

To note:

1) i think im becoming stupid-cum-bimbo
2) im a major hypocrite
3) im in love with nathan
4) im a bum (need to go evoke a change)
5) im actually not that eloquent
6) i talk the talk but never walk the walk
7) im no longer smart
8) im worried im gonna be a big failure in life
9) im too cynical
10)i have no idea where this is leading

and this my dears were there facts of today..notice there's only i in there..shit the world does not revolve around me! bummer..
ps. ill start allowing comments once i get my new template..i promise

peace out. 9:16 PM

i am utterly utterly amused..no kidding..thank you monisha cheong for making my day..haha..our "dirty little secret" as chuwen would call it..its highly hilarious..i have loads of catching up to do so im gonna be very much amused for a long time i imagine..Great!

eee just saw the post on inet..marks shedule..i dont want them back..i mean i have no quirms about doing the papers but getting them back..hmm whole different story..nvm still a long way to go..i shall remain in my tranquil state of bliss for now..

i came to a conclusion today..the greeks were perverts.seriously, just read a tad bit of any the greek methodology stories and u'll agree with me completely..i mean they are really damn sick people, incest with everyone, adultery with everyone, perves i tell u.. no control of their sexual drive man...and how come Zeus, god of gods, the supposed most moral and righteous one was still portrayed to be perfect even with his numerous lust-driven affairs while Hera (his ONLY wife) is forever deemed to be the evil lady just cuz she took a stand aginst his infidelities...shows how little worth females were given then..very spastic i believe..and the greek stories are just so far fetched that all sense of logic totally evades you when u're reading them..its like some fantasy story..which would definitely quirk my interest had it been written in ENGLISH..as in normal English, the kind for the common man and not the lyrical, jester type that is only meant for the smart alecs..

did u know theres such a program in msn that allows u to know when someone clicks on your name or closes a convo that he/she is having with u..goodness that's so scary..i mean i click on everyone the minute i go online to go see their display pics..why is the world so darn paranoid i ask you?! why the heck must u noe if someone clicks on you? crazy asses

oh just checked my phone..moni, when are we going out? i wanna go eat good food..lol oh and i want an ipod nano as well...its cheap and i can keep enough songs in it to keep my playlists relatively new..i mean the minute i hit 500 ill just go change the first 100 ones..so all my songs will be relatively new and not a zillion years old..though i must admit that listening to old songs can be so serene at times..nostalgic and all...

we have jude tomorrow!! how superduper fun!! fine i shall not be mean u cant blame him for teaching philo..but it is interesting to an extent i guess not as boring as i had previously envisioned..and then we have in-convo at night..topic revolving around us(youths) again..its getting a tad bit irritaing..go be individuals they say, but we're practical pple, we need capita for that which we dont have..only rich people with loads of money to throw can live their dreams and really make it big..but for us mere mortals, we cant because the chances of us failing is extremely high and if ure reaonable and sound minded u'll take the safer road cuz higher chance of success meaning higher chance of survival..if u go on the path less trodden, u could either make it big (good for you) or fail which is a much higher likelihood..then where do u go from there with nothing? and u need money first already to go set up your company or wadeva..where are u gonna get that from..so naturally u would take the safer route..it only makes sense. we need opportunities to be individuals too which we dont have as well..then u say, go make your opportunities but correct me if im wrong but opportunities need capita and funding and it also means the leeway to fail..we cant fail cuz we arent super rich freaks who can just start again.. so basically we just need LOADS and LOADS of FINANCE if u want us to be individuals and succeed..and with a govt as such in place, can u honestly expect us to speak out..i think that is self-explanatory and please do not say that the speaker's corner is there but no one uses it..hello?! its in the middle of nowhere..who the heck is willing to go all the way there to say stuff to no one else..if u put it in orchard road, then im pretty sure it would be a whole lot different.. and not censoring off practically every other topic.i mean wad are you guys so afraid of..u're dong a good job so no one really wants to trottle you..we just want to be heard and let the world see that we have minds too not your little puppets..sheesh

ok no more ranting or else i just might get started on the jews..by the way i still dont see why it is biased..i mean it happened didnt it?..ok wadeva..that shall be kept for another day..oh have i mentioned how much i love coloured hightlighers..no wait that didnt make sense..all higlighters are coloured..ok anyway the point is i love using differnt coloured ones for different paras..so nice! feels so wierd cuz i hated having colour on my paper..used to be a staunch believer in underlining but i know better now..POWER to the highlighters

noticed im blogging a lot these days..thats wad u get when u have loads of time to kill..ah well who's complaining..oh gosh im getting high and this entry is becoming so meaningless..ill stop here for now

peace out. 8:41 PM

options are just well hmmm...honestly there's nothing that can be said to describe them..fine they may not that bad but i do not see the logic of making us rot in school till 1330..for goodness sake, we are still gonna come back for our lessons u noe..not like we're gonna run away or something..and why the necessity to make it like JC?!(too bad it didnt turn out that way too)..i guess im not that ticked off at the timings cuz its the only way to put 500 people into too many to count number of combinations so im really in awe at how mr chang actually managed to do it ..but i think that knowing that our timetable's super screwed, they should at least attempt to make us feel a little more at ease by allowing us to leave whenever we want..can go for wadeva classes in between cuz ending at 630 means theres no time for anything after that..sheesh

other than that options arent that bad..apart from the fact that by 430 im dozing off and there's really no one to wake me up cuz everyone else is sleeping too..like med bio that day..the big words were just too big for me to follow so once she said no need to copy she's gonna give us notes, my brain immediately went into hibernating mode and no amount of poking could wake me up..boy its gonna be a long 6 weeks..no matter we'll survive somehow..i mean we managed to survive the hellish perf task periods, the exams..how bad can this get? rite?

oh that reminds me i have maths paper this sat..heck i dont understand anyway..oh and since my failing has already been pre-determined, it doesnt matter if i study or not..oo gosh i love philo(gag!)..reminds me..we still see him every friday..my my how FUN!so much for running today, i fell alsleep! haha i need an alarm clock that actually works..ok tomorrow ill try to go running and try not to sleep in the afternoon..need to start practising keeping awake..heck its too ambitious for me anyway..i mean the moment i see the bed, the only thing in my head is SLEEP..no place for anything else..very much like homer simpson and his d'ohs.hmm

ok im trying to pluck courage from everywhere now cuz i think i need to talk to him tomorrow..darn im scared..should have not been an ass and gone with ellen..would have been so much easier but ah well, im a stubbon pig and will probably be one for the rest of eternity so i cant help it..

oh i now have loads of shows to watch..2 seasons of one tree hill (which although i have already watched still hold the ultimate key to happiness for me..i mean watching nathan everyday! pls, just seeing his face makes my day..watching him for 1hr is like.... ya u get the pic)..then i have 1 season of veronica mars..and now i have the 9 o'clock chinese show..only prob is that it clashes with my 9 o'clock hindi serial..i cant miss both! heck i shall go back to watching my hindi serial at 1230 but that means confirm sleep in class the next dae...ahh decisions decisions..nvm i can keep switching chanels..

ok its gonna start cya!

peace out. 8:31 PM

ignore my last update..was way over the top for a rather small matter..must have been pmsing(which i still say i dont but for once ill use it as my defense)..so anyway options start tomorrow..and the only problem with them is there is no way i can ever go running with the lesson timings i have!!darn and i wanted to be toned! crap..and u know what, i ran 0 yes zilch number of times this week cuz i kept telling myself hols so must relax...which means i havent run in ages!!!...oh no how?! i guess flabs have to stay with me for a longer time then humph..

speaking of zilch..im gonna fail punjabi prelims..hey it was difficult ok and add my lack of studying to that and vohla u get a big fat 0..ok ok i guess ill probably hit a 40 but no more i figure..nvm wont kill me anyhow..oh yes i know i was supposed to get a new template and all but it takes too long..ok i promise to get it done this weekend then at least i can go around publicising my darling blog..its a tad bit pathetic now with the only 2 vistors being chuwen and deb..heck i kinda like this soliditude..like a diary..no more like an update book(wadeva that is)

im running out of movies to watch..getting super duper boring these daes..maybe i should start reading again cuz the tv seems to be consuming my life..gonna be a couch potato soon if i dont go do something..so much for california gym..$20 my ***, they just conveniently forgot to mention their $800 catch..major bummer

have i told u i miss france! and everytime i go vist chuwen's blog i see the photos and the nostalgia just hits me smack in the face..i wanna go back! Germany anyone? oh i just realised something..chupok u're still in my class for everything!! gosh, im gonna be seeing you everyday of my life still!! eeeeeee (kidding darling..u noe i love u)

times up shall update soon and hopefully with a new template too..

peace out. 8:09 PM

hey what did i say about next year that was as bad as u made it seem..i only remember saying that everything would different(i still stand by that) and that how do u know people like you if you dont actually like them? ya thats it so where's the big thing you wrote about in your blog....im sorry but im a tad bit taken aback by your comments because it sounds as if i was being a bitch or something..backstabbing them..which i didnt really like cuz ya im leaving and all but that doesnt mean im gonna go try to ruin everything before i go ok
apart from that i really seem to have nothing to say anymore...actually i did..had loads to blog about but after reading your blog the necessity just seemed to drift away...thats the whole problem with blogs i guess.....thats why i dont really like them..i mean its great and all when no one gets affected and stuff but then sooner or later you do..thats why i stopped putting in names..just seemed a lot safer..heck i have nothing to say anymore.cheesed off
keep your perfect little world.i dont care.

peace out. 5:41 PM

i'll blog for you since you don't want to blog for you.

do u know resh, that it's barely been a month since you've got this blog, and you're letting it die already?

anyway, i hope you agree. i want you to agree. i need you to agree.

i had such fun with you today! in the silent fun way. not the wild and funkeh fun way. yep.

nothing much to write here.

except that i want you to know that you'll always be a softballer. you're just gonna be a softballer playing hockey, that's all.

you rock my world.

love, deb.

peace out. 12:10 AM

i'm sad and depressed..shit i still keep thinking about it even though i know i shouldnt cuz theres nothing i can do now..cant turn the clock back ya..damn and to add to my misery fishy died today..yes he lived with us for a grand total of hmmm let me think FOUR hours..more about him some other time im too depreseed to go on

peace out. 8:57 PM