no envy, no fear
Monday, February 23, 2009
because i love matthew ryan now...and joshua radin =)
and im not emo my dear readers im not even vaguely sad.. hence the lack of updates? haha
life's pretty mundane now i guess and i like it this way.. peaceful, very much in my control
and because as contrived as happiness is, we have yet to seek it out completely.
dig into that my dears.. cheers!
peace out. 4:23 PM
roger roger, who sucks?
Sunday, February 01, 2009
it would appear that im rather mean but im not i just like nadal better haha. so anyway this weekend was another wasted one, why why why am i not motivated at all to study? i think i might after i bathe though... theres so much to do i could just die but i have to... bah
RUNNING AWAY AGAIN.. i really ought to cut it out and be more mature and make my parents proud if anything...
friday was at hall play.. we went late but had a retarded time shouting for p and then ducking, making so much noise that s and b had to tell me to shush and even sit properly. saw m for the first time in eons but didnt manage to catch up so that sucked. i thought the play was actually rather brilliant, given that most if not all of them were first timers..
went out with b to kr park, drank and listened to her emo.. tried to say the right things but sometimes all you can do is just listen and give the person a hug, there's nothing really that can heal the hurt or make it better. it sucks thats just how it is but we'll make it through, plaster our lives back and add new pieces to the wall until one day the cracks cant be seen anymore..talked with i after.
sat was rather silly.. woke up for the photoshoot thing and guess what mr. u better not be late and better turn up, hl was 45 mins late! -smacks forehead- how very typical. but im glad he wasnt there cuz i kept laughing throughout the entire thing.. and i had to do natural shots instead of posed cuz i suck at them heh then lunched and went home. after which i could have gone to chingay! with m and her grandparents.. hello president!! but too bad im a loser and had to dinner at the grandma's instead.. ya ya i know kick me please.
and then today was a horridly wasted day.. was supposed to meet c and study at the airport but the phone died and i didnt bring my charger back so i couldnt message her and confirm.. bah.. next week i guess
the mother bought a new comforter cover for me today.. its pink.. im going to change my bedsheet and my pillow cover and wohla tomorrow my bed in hall will be completely PINK! it will make me happy thats for sure
i think its going to be a good week.. tom with d, tue with xh and a, wed night maybe if i feel up to it, thursday with m, benjamin button and prodigy(maybe) and friday to mug =) of course ill do some catching up in the week too so ya
im off to bathe then call it an early night.
peace out. 10:21 PM