Friday, September 15, 2006
i didnt know him, didnt even know what he looked yet, yet after i heard it i felt..loss..yes that's the only word i can use here. why? that's what everyone wants to know..was it really that bad that it couldnt be solved or was it just so much harder to ask for help?
it hit me hardest when i called chuwen and heard her so distraught. i would be lying if i said i understood her grief..the loss of a classmate..but speaking to her made me feel so helpless, made me realize and ask what if i known him. what if it was my close friend?
and then i cried too on the way home. perhaps it was for him, perhaps it was for the wrongs ive done, the people i've hurt, or perhaps it was simply beacuse of that feeling..loss.
ill pray for him tonight but more impotantly ill pray for the ones he left behind, the ones who now have to pick up the pieces.
and then ill thank god for giving me so much and for the family i have today.
peace out. 4:15 PM
Monday, September 11, 2006
september 11 2001. the day it all screwed up.
5 years later, the world is still screwed up.
well heres to them. at least u're all in a better place now.
peace out. 5:58 PM