Saturday, February 24, 2007

all i want to do is sleep and yet i have this blasted h3 econs essay to write..which by the way make entirely no sense to me...question: is economics a science?.. answer: do u honestly think i care?! or rather hello, does it make a difference?!..ok maybe it does and i need to interrogate the q more but the brain is tired and somehow econs just doesnt seem to be my thing anymore.. oh well!

anyway this week has been scary realization week. monday and tuesday were spent sleeping..yes i noe the 4 days i was supposed to utilize and finish work and i end up hacking away at home.. u should have seen the rate i was using tissue papers..my little snow pile . and on tuesday nite i find out its week 8! bloody hell yea

then wed came and i didnt go training cuz well mother dearest went, what time do u end today? me not really thinking clearly given that the phleum was congesting my brain.. 830 got training u pick me up k...resh.vinder Kaur! u are sick u come home straight after school. how are u going to get better? then u complain every night about your wheezing! blah blah blah tirade went on until i said ok will be back to sleep

made an attempt to do h3 but didnt work.. thursday was hmm oh oh i remember i came home early too! yay! im actually seeing my home in daylight now..what an accomplishment! ok i lead a sad life no need to smirk... slept and when i was all ready to start math..lord behold, i dont have my math tut with me! bah.. luckily kh sent to me!! thank you!! and i did till question 8! yay me ok math is therapeutic i think though a lot harder than it used to be but still fun

training yest was so so at best..i ran though! smart, given that i still had phleum..well at least i had the pump on hand..my little blue savior.. long story short training was mostly gym and circuit and a bit of batting and a very annoyed never mind.. dinner with angela and a few of the guys at s-11 then trotted back home to the pile that was waiting

oh i manged to accomplish well lets see a nice hot bath and yup thats about it
so i need to shut up now and do econs goodnight and goodbye

how abrupt.

peace out. 11:28 PM

Friday, February 16, 2007

take 5 was today and nine hours after everything it still feels so surreal. im glad its over, understatement of the year, but at the same time i cant believe its over. we pulled THAT off. running around, screaming at pple, nearly killing each other in the process

im so thankful for having kw with me throughout. lol she understands

and im sorry to the pple i peeved off ie the j1 soccer team we disqualified, the frisbee teams i yelled at and told, "did u not hear me, i said STOP NOW", i kid u not i was a bitch lol..

and of course to the soccer guys in general..we'll to them its THANK YOU!! and of course additional apologies that i shouldnt be giving but many other pple should.

ok i realized its weird to be typing thank yous here when they wont come here so maybe its just for documentation sake then..hmm ok wha the hell ill go on

mr si.va! for making everything a lot simpler and for putting up with kw's gibberish..i still say i make sense most of the time, ok maybe not but ya

our manpower pple ie ISS.AC! STUPID BOY lol but he wan.ling and justin.na did a splendid job in their traitional costumes! muth.u (dart board crisis lol), shre.e, xia.n, naz.i for maning booth games and giving us minimal stress!! emil.y nad xi.an for all the "running" lol, shrut.i and gayl.e for loaning though eveyone brought their own stuff so i guess more for actually staying put there in the sun! davi.d, ais.ha and shi.wei!!!! bah for efficiency and settling everything!!!. M.ie , mu.s, J.ieliang for frisbee

VD!!!!!!!!!! for puting up with my frequent calling and angst! and for everything oh god he must hate me now..

indian dance we're really sorry

then to the comm!! for everything and to everyone else who helped us set up (only u two? yes we got that one a lot)..and CLEAN UP!

yes i think im done now..its over, im glad
now to back to reality where screw ups are common.. think sats and back to the pile thats been waiting for goodness knows when. as ive been told a's come out next week so there ill worry about punjabi on thurday night (as long as its beter than nar.pal yes) lol

ok thats it i want to watch one tree hill now..

before that, yes there were hicups, many actually but we dealt with them as best we could i think considering the circumstances and anyway nothing too MAJOR cropped up( sorry wall lol)
though i perfectly understand how the soccer guys felt in the end..are we really 87 strong?
ok but no angsting tonight! its over.

other random notes: v-day was fun what with balloons and chocolates and everything, mish bday, lin's bday and janell's b day has passed all of which went well and i miss bong! cant wait to go over soon.

now really back to one tree hill. goodnight. and if this is horridly incorrigible i sont care! its my blog!

[it ends tonight]

peace out. 9:52 PM