Saturday, October 27, 2007

ok deep breath. deep breath.

freak!!!

heh. the worrying signs of stress.

peace out. 12:32 AM

Friday, October 19, 2007

took this was k.arwei.
thought u might want to see it too.

King eli for homecoming king
http://sports.espn.go.com/espn/news/story?id=3059155
eli passed away on october 14th, 9 days after he was crowned homecoming king.

and this i found.

"I've been seeing Lisa now for a little over a year
She said she's never been so happy but Lisa lives in fear
That one day daddy's gonna find out she's in love
With a nigger from the streets
Oh how he would lose it then
but she's still here with me
'Cause she believes that love will see it through
And one day he'll understand
And he'll see me as a person not just a black man"

we're so diverse and yet we're all the same arent we?

peace out. 9:07 PM

Monday, October 15, 2007

i wish u didnt STILL belong to her.

but does that really change anything.

peace out. 12:29 AM

Saturday, October 13, 2007

"Attack of the ugly smileys!"

mugged in the council room today cuz i got kicked out of my home, yes my OWN home. noob sister and her paper, its some law exam over 3 days and she doing at home. apparently i annoy her to which i vehemently deny any wrongdoing. heh alright maybe just a little but im the youngest for a reason.

anyway before i digressed i wanted to say its been such a long while since i was in the council room minus any j1. and it was just some j2s, very nice and comfy! thumbs up!

im a tad worried about a's. bah! but i guess what we come will come ya

on the whole though it was a pretty good week. and thank you for that! =)

even yesterday's farewell assembly which i so badly wanted to pon turned out to be a delight, ok that sounded gay but as you can tell im a little high right now so u will have to excuse me, and we cam whored so much urg!kick me! i want my cam back so i can cam whore too! darn lost battery of mine, show yourself soon! and we did this class thing which was super sweet.

as much as i complain about my class, i do love them as well.

and you know what -unmentioned names- told me yesterday cuz i was telling them how nice my class was then you know what they said, "aiyah everyone to re.sh is nice" its not true ok! i just dont proclaim my dislike for certain people though if u're close to me u'd prob know the few i really cant stand. alright whatever thats just random.

anyway i miss france.

and hello stanger.

u make me smile!

peace out. 8:03 PM

Saturday, October 06, 2007

"You ever wonder how long it takes to change your life? What measure of time is enough to be life-altering? Is it four years, like high school? One year? An eight-week rock tour? Can your life change in a month, a week, or a single day? We're always in a hurry to grow up, to go places, to get ahead. But when you're young, one hour can change everything."

goodness before you know it, we'll be done with this road trip. i call it such since 2 yrs of an approximate lifespan of say 85 really does seem insignificant, although there are some bonds forged here that will be hard to say good-bye too.
there are so many things im going to miss, so many people. and even though i know i really shouldn't be doing this now but its the sudden onslaught of despair that warrants the need to just vent and let it out.
i dont want to leave the unobtrusive comforts of school and trudge into an unpaved horizon. i want to stay here, right where i am, content. oh well life doesn't hold still so i guess it'd be soon time to ride a new wave.

anyway onto other matters, i want to blog about certain things but i dont know if i can yet, since one i dont know if that person reads my blog and if im allowed to say, so ill ask and then come back. and the whole reason why i want to blog it is to preserve the memory i guess, to not forget.
oh and let me tell u what mat.t does the moment he stepped into the states... watch the uncut version of lust,caution. i've decided;hopeless.

and after the rubbish albeit insightful conversion with wh that day, i started thinking about us about how unamiable it was, and how we arent even on speaking terms. and ive come to a conclusion, i think it was for the good and even if i could go back i wouldnt change anything. some things have to learnt the hard way.

oh well and off i go now and attempt to write my apps, though after todays bogus physics sat im a tad worried. honestly these sat pple are just minting machines.eeks but the good thing that came out of today was that i learnt that i can take a 12 home from there and to think i nearly when all the way to tam.p mrt. heh smart me.

alrighty nite!

peace out. 8:41 PM

Tuesday, October 02, 2007

if you counldn't remember my face, what would i look like to you?
-3lbs

peace out. 8:57 PM