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V27 :kiss away the young thrills

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trent!
angela
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deb and bel
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hannah and co
clique
shihui
michelle

bing bang bong..sorry just wanted to be random..haha yup that's it for today. it's so amazing how such small lameass things can give me so much joy

peace out. 10:44 PM

sometimes i wonder....... and then i tell myself wondering is bad, just plain bad so instead i smile and move on. isnt that life? shed a few tears, sob a little more, recount the tale and as time goes by it becomes easier and easier..maybe even funny. ill look back and laugh about it as i have so often done before but i guess deep down some things never change. ill still that 11 year old kid trapped in a cage wondering what my life would have been like had i escaped. well at least im happy again. make the most of this. it'll be gone soon. maybe too soon maybe not. we'll see. its too early to tell though. i miss you terribly.

peace out. 10:24 PM

im surprised at how quickly the first week of school ended. felt surreal and a lot like options cuz lecs were far and in between.. no wait that doesnt sound right. well anyway lecs were basically really really spread out and the timetable for some people was just down right ridiculous but considering the number of people there are in our batch i guess it was bound to happen. at least mine was pretty ok..and i got the class thing settled. the new one seems pretty fun. a couple of really loud people even though they are all prcs but that's ok. im used to prcs..nice folks they are. other than that i think this week was pretty mundane for me..no actually it was fun, you start seeing all the quirky characters coming out but that was more the observer in me having a ball of a time. i on the other hand managed to not say or do anything stupid..or if i did it wasnt terrible enough for me to remember so i guess this week was a good week ya..nothing like cotton comes from silkworms as bong reminded me

new timetable's out. scary stuff.. no wonder all the girls are so thin..me and quek were complaining that we were going to starve and die cuz there's like absolutely no time for us to eat and in the limited breaks we have (or rather i have since quek is taking arts) the canteen would be too crowded for that lazy ass of mine. so ill probably just sit and complain that im hungry the whole while..aiyoh nvm i shall gorge in whatever i have left of this week. which reminds me why is everyone doing work. i didnt know everyone was so mugger and only i seem to be abstaining from all the notes we've gotten. shit better start or ill lag! na dont care. ok ok tv calls cya

peace out. 8:47 PM

january rains.

oh how i need a warm mug of hot chocolate and my comforter to hug.

peace out. 12:51 PM

so well a couple of things have happened since i last updated. first off the year changed though i didnt really feel much when it happened. same as every year i guess. though it was nice to spend time with the family and all.

next up school started which was well def not as traumatising as i thought it would be. rather fun if i must say so myself. i mean honestly the fisrt day i was like 'gosh so quiet' and giving everyone the evil eye..ok no more like just ignoring everyone in my og except siok and basically just og hopping and going around hugging, squealing and just being happy to see everyelse. not very nice ya. haha so for that im sorry. though i must say that once i got to know my og pple realised that they're really not quiet. far fom it. even noisier than me and thats really saying a lot! yea so it was fun and amusing to be with them. i must say that all the apprehension and fear i felt on the first day was unfounded cuz my og mates turned out to be really nice and super enthu. 11 cheers!! seriously who in the right mind would ever come up with that many cheers? and not forgetting all our high moments and our lame-ass kung fu twinkle twinke little star dance thingy..oh oh and our costume which we put together in like 15 mins!! the experience did teach me alot and though cliche as it may seem i did enjoy myself. and im damn glad i had siok!! haha my best friend for 4 days rite!!

well now onto the class mess which has already started giving me sleepless nights. the teacher is well....OHMYGOSH!!!.. and thats all i will say. i really wanted to cry after the class meeting that day. i just cannot survive not with THAT THING teaching me and being my form teacher. no way man and its not like first impression thing or anything everyone hates her. all the ogls burst out laughing when i said i got her then also bro had her for two years and he hated her. the feeling was mutual too. no wonder she paused damn long at my name. maybe she remembers him. oh shit. and on top of that the class isnt very plesant either. i wont say anything her but u should know by now cuz ive probabaly bitched about it to you. so anyway ive been trying desperately to change class and shall continue doing so till next week and if i really cannot change then ill just change my combi just to get out of this rediculus class im in. and obviously the parents are not too pleased with the idea of me changing my combi. i need a social life ok. they dont get that. two years of hell is not worth it for physics. especially since i dont fancy it too much anyway. damn why couldnt they have been more suppotive. i could have been doing arts and not ended up in this shit hole. so pissed off.

bro left for the army today. havent felt the loss yet. dont noe if i will any time soon. too stressed about the class thing to think about anything else. i really dont want to hate jc.

peace out. 3:49 PM