i think i hate you.no change that to i hate you.you only seem to remember me when you need me, one day i wont be there but it probably wouldnt make a difference to you would it.i feel so used.you and her, no difference to me.shit and i really thought we were close.no im not angry.im not even sad.im beyond all that.i think i just dont care. we'll go our seperate ways, smile at each other and talk and laugh, then after that it will just be smiles and after that we'll fade from each other's worlds. im not gonna hold you back.i dont want to.i dont want to be a part of your life anymore.iwant to be me.not wadeva you want me to be..oh and one more thing,im not dispensible,im not going to be here forever and stop treating me like crap.What did u think i was dumb? that i wouldnt know, wouldnt feel it?honey, hate to break this to you but i'm not stupid. never was.just hope you realize that soon.i really really hate you.