Tuesday, October 18, 2005

i am officially on a blue boycott!! so the next person who asks me what happened to my shoes is gonna get a big flick on their foreheads. (trust me it hurts like shit, ive tried it already) some bloody blugger decided that it would be extremely convenient for her to drop her LEAKING inky pen on the floor since she probably didnt want to house it in her pencil-case anymore. so the ignorant me spends my whole math lesson with a leaking pen on the floor under my table and mind you i happen to shift my legs a lot so the outcome is well obvious. literally. so pissed off and the bloody ink has probably stanined my whole damn shoe already so im refusing to go wash it off(which it prob cant anyway) just so that whoever did it would feel bad. i swear she's gonna have to clean the whole floor under my table too.i will not be made to clean up the damn blue ink that is your fault. damn.

ok got that off my chest so now onto the hand, which is hurting like hell. i think after today, the idea that i am a weakling has just been reinforced a gazillion times. it really is not my fault that i dont hit so hard ok. at least i started picking up after a while cuz the hand was already stinging like shit and becoming numb so i couldnt feel the pain anymore. but now i look like some diseased kid. the red spots havent disappeared!! how how how? im not gonna die of internal bleeding right? it looks awful and hurts terribly too and it had to be on the hand with the suicidal cut.

speaking of suicidal, i went to get my watch the other day, its horrid by the way, then the sales person was trying to make it tighter for me so she asked for my hand which i obediently obliged to. then she gave me this super weird look cuz of the cut! no! i did not attempt to kill myself lady. dying to say that to her but decided i should just keep my mouth shut and just smile at her instead. didnt work, she must have thought i was deranged as well as suicidal. well well lets just hope she never meets me again.

have been shooting the past couple of days. why? dunno just dont wanna let them down i guess. hmm. oh i must say i had a superb time on monday playing the 4 on 4 thingie! we should do that again. loved the atmosphere cuz it was pure fun and so non competitive! arh why cant it always be like that. and i plonked onto bed at 920 cuz i was so drained. great, now ive finally found a solution to my sudden bouts of insomia which have been becoming extremely frequent.

ok thats it i think i need to go back to math. its rather frigthening how little i care about it. shit overconfidence killed the cat! oh wait no was it curiosity. heck the cat had 9 nines lives i bet they were both the causes for its death. ok fine tell me to shut up.

Ding dong bell
pussy in the well
if you dont like it
go to hell

nice?

peace out. 9:03 PM