Monday, October 10, 2005
if u dont have a tub of ice-cream and loads and loads of chocolate for me then u can just turn right back around and go away..no wait u can just go click the little red box on the top right hand corner of your screen that contains an "X"..whichever suits u better.
i am currently in my 987654321 bout of depression!! Did u know that i cannot fit into the spastic dress i tried on today! it was too bloody big. now before u smart alecs go "get a smaller size lar" with your rolled eyes and all let me remind u that contrary to popular belief (my mum's that is) i do have some, abeit not many, but definitely some brain cells which means that that the only reason why i didnt try on a smaller size was cuz there were none!! and i loved that dress!! though it did look horrendous on me..too angelic roy said. Angelic! WAD the hell! do i not look angelic to u! -pouty face and huge smile- ok fine it doesnt work but still i liked that dress uber a lot. now im back to being dress less. i tell u im going in jeans and a top. thats it. no more of this prom hooha.
speaking of prom, guess wad also happens on nov 17?! Goblet of fire's coming out!! -cue for hyperventilation- yes i noe, after ages of waiting, its finally here!! i must say, that radcliff fella is getta uber hot wouldnt you agree. took him a while but he's definitely looking the part now. so in lieu with the release i have ventured back into the harry potter fandom..ok fine i never actually stopped reading it but my visiting rate definitey dropped a gazillion times but im back now! alive and kicking or shall i say reading. and in an attempt to understand the joy that amanda gets from reading slash, i decided t try it out again. only to remember why i swore off it in the first place. i mean its great and all until the parts start getting explicit and at those moments i cannot help but start grinning and burst out laughing at the weirdness of the situation. spoils the whole fic for me from then onwards. humph. stupid funny bone of mine. works at all the wrong moments. so i am sticking with my harry/ginny, draco/ginny, ron/hermoine and a couple of other pairings. slash shall remain beyond my comprehension for the time being unti maturity sets in which probably wont be for a long time.
that reminds me im reading all the hp books again! cant believe it either but its really really fun! though i will openly admit that im really really slow at it. now u honestly cant blame me ok. reading fanfic and the actual books is a long, draining process so back all u "resh is slow" proclaimers.
oh yes, back to my ultra depressing day. had maths test today. aiyoh if i can pass ill be ultra happy. i really dunno what im doing anymore. so scary. everyone scribbling away and dear me staring blankly at the paper going "Come on girl. u can do this. slow and steady." then the brain starts screaming back " how the hell u want me to go slow and steady when the people next to you are moving their pens faster than you can say boo!!!" so as usual i put on this super focused face even though my insides were churning like siao. haiz typical typical.
then we had chem lesson which bong and i managed to screw up again. i tell u god has this thing against the two of us working together. we have yet to do one single experiment with no glitch. haiz but then again, what can u expect by puting two goons together. bio was fun though. we cut up the rat with nat and gloria. i shant go into details now its prob gonna be on bong's blog with pics and all so yea go there
and its high time i end now. figure ive bored you all enough.
peace out. 8:02 PM