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Wednesday, November 09, 2005

kallang/katong has been MY home for the past 16 years.. do not ever again make the mistake of telling me where i can or cannot go simply because you and your buddies might be there. hello if i run along that road then i see you or you see me, too bad! and east coast park too.its so big how am i to know when you willl be trotting down? i will go where i please when i please. humph.
there its out and since i think ive got the job thing under contol..at least i hope so, onto other stuff

bro turned 18 today amid the torturous a's which have consumed his life for the past 6 months. i think mugging off supposed highly-valued books and notes is really taking its toll on his common sense skills.
mum: so where to for dinner today?
bro: i have exam tomorrow, cant u see im trying to cram now.
me (had to add my 2 cents worth): shouldnt you be done by now? you cant possibly expect to finish mugging by tomorrow?!
bro: and the one without the o's speaks. aiyah mummy just order macs in can!
at that point everyone just gaps at him. its his 18th b'dae and he wants macs! i could honestly just shoot him. i guess the stress is finally getting to him after all his happy-go-lucky side does seemed to have deserted him. or maybe it just went into hiding. wadever the case the house is a total drag now sis has her head buried in her books as well..exams are coming up too..and as such i am forbidden to make noise..which is taking its toll on me..excuse me but shutting up was never in my vocabulary..so now i just lock myself in the parents room and sing..fine croak..along to all my loud songs. the only means of survival that i noe

i miss softball! no not that way..but i miss having to do in the hols..like i always knew i had training to go to that kind of thing now its just bumming at home which has totally lost its appeal.

class party that day was fun! cant wait for it again. though i cant seem to get the pics on my com..somehow half way the cam always goes blank on me! shit!! stupid technology!! why couldnt people just stick to camera and film..now tell wad exactly is wrong with that huh!damn i should quit fighting it and actually go learn otherwise sooner or later im just gonna kick myself for it. yup yup thats it. toodles for now

oh did i mention i just read the whole purdue diaries thing..its so weird reading about people ive never met and will probably never meet..maybe its cuz they're just singaporean or something.. well wadeva the case i just think im so bored that ive resulted to boring my eyes out reading the many much much more dysfuctional lives out there

peace out. 7:46 PM