Wednesday, November 09, 2005
shit i cant stand how everyone does the guilt-trip thing on me and how i fall for it immedistely..its horrid!! i feel terrible now cuz the guy from the marketing company called and asked why we didnt come and blah blah blah..oh damn why did he have to call ME!!!!! ahhhhhh!!!!!!!! now im in a limbo..no one else wants to do with me, and i dont really wanna do it alone. ok time to make up my mind..if the other guy doesnt call me today then ill go down myself tomorrow to the marketing firm..high time i did something for me..just worried they turn out to be little cheats! hmmm but honestly they shouldnt be right..he sounded rather sincere and very disappointed that we didnt want to do it with him...or maybe im just a sucker for sob stories. damn
im too worrid to crap about anything else now..see wad with prom coming and all! i could just die.
peace out. 11:40 AM