Monday, December 05, 2005
the next time i open my mouth to say something really stupid, please dear god just shoot me first. think of the most boring thing on earth, times it by a gazillion and youll understand what the 3 of us are currently experiencing at work. it's horrid i tell u! and to make it worse it was me and my big mouth that got us in this again. -smacks head- and so i figure the bitching about work begins again. damn this sucks so bad and the worse part is knowing i have to go back there again tomorrow
well on a much lighter note the cuzes are here.. a 5 yr old and an eight year old. hmmm wonder what possessed them to stay with us.yes and thats all that i have to say today. too tired to think.
a part of me feels a pang when i see you guys together
a part of me feels like it didnt take long for me to be fogotten
a part of me wonders whether we even knew each other
and a part of me wonders if i should make the first move to salvage whats left
but the rest of me well, doesnt seem to care
and im glad for that.
the past unforgotten
the future on hold
a footstep uncertain
yet taking its toll
peace out. 11:22 PM