Monday, December 12, 2005
ok ok listen up people... my spouse ie lunny will be singing on tues at 12 at j8 so yea pop down and cheer her on. she's really really good and im not just saying it cuz im nice (which im not mind you) so yea give her your support. she's gonna win anyway (its some chinese show comp that im not too sure about..all i noe is that she's IN!) !! haha yea
oh my gosh i am currently extremely extremely jealous. i can feel the green-eyed monster jumping up and down wildly inside me right now. some party he must be having. was just checking out a blog of my sis' friends..he's in OXFORD!! teddy college i think..anyway the place is so bloody cool i could just die! ahhh and the way he describes it!! i hate this place now. sunny singapore! -scoff- im sick of the sun i want to go to london now!! its seems really really fun and well LSE's not too bad as well..sis best friend is there and she loves it!! there you go. ive decided. im gonna go study in london. humph see if u can stop me!! ill be the biggest mugger in the world from now on and ace everything and and and..ok fine im kidding myself. i better just pray for a scolarship there.
like i told karwei the other day..lets say i go for the med interview..i think ill cry if i dont get in..disappointed and all but i think ill cry if i get in as well..i mean if i do then my dreams of london go poof! see i tell you im a mindless freak in search of something..dont know what yet but i guess im just taking my time to find it. oh and ya if i do get a scolarship to US ill cry cuz im not in london and if i dont ill cry anyway..haha i guess my future def has tears in store. who would have guessed! -pray borther of mine gets into some US uni- then i can go visit him!! oh wait he'll only go in 2 years time when i go! NO!! damn there go my dreams of visting his uni..
well right now ive currently taken a leaf out of kar wei's book and am doing my own little works on photoshop..except unlike hers mine are actually for my template..thought i might as well get the pic settled then i can figure out the html stuff later. its really rather fun playing around with all the various buttons! which reminds me i still havent visted my art gallery. so its not the louve (which i have visited -squeal-) but i'd do for now. hmm maybe ill pop by after i return.
yup so thats all the random stuff for today. i think i like random entries. makes life so much more colourful dont u think..otherwise entries would just be angst filled..about how life sucks/bitch about parents..about supposed friends..cry over failed ralationships..or non-existent ones..grumble over your looks..keep analyzing them..dont people get tired of having such self-absorbed views? maybe my blog is self-absorbed too i wouldnt know but too me it just seems more like a dorcumentation of my life. not too much analyzing of me..feels good.
i dont have much but i have enough. i want more but only what lies in my means and what i can achieve. goal driven i guess. hmm
well on a lighter note man u are currently screwing up their season. what can i say thats what you get for kicking keane out! -hah- and chelsea are looking pretty good wouldnt ya agree. well anyway im so much more looking forward to the world cup. shant be a brazilian supporter anymore..it has become some sort of cool thing like supporting chelsea..all of a sudden so many people love them..bet they'll all run away the minute they start losing. -scoff again- wad losers. humph nvm GO HOLLAND!! haha im gonna join these swingers and have a ball!!
oh just something that caught my eye:
you bitch about your parents. at least you have them.
peace out. 12:17 AM