Saturday, January 07, 2006
so well a couple of things have happened since i last updated. first off the year changed though i didnt really feel much when it happened. same as every year i guess. though it was nice to spend time with the family and all.
next up school started which was well def not as traumatising as i thought it would be. rather fun if i must say so myself. i mean honestly the fisrt day i was like 'gosh so quiet' and giving everyone the evil eye..ok no more like just ignoring everyone in my og except siok and basically just og hopping and going around hugging, squealing and just being happy to see everyelse. not very nice ya. haha so for that im sorry. though i must say that once i got to know my og pple realised that they're really not quiet. far fom it. even noisier than me and thats really saying a lot! yea so it was fun and amusing to be with them. i must say that all the apprehension and fear i felt on the first day was unfounded cuz my og mates turned out to be really nice and super enthu. 11 cheers!! seriously who in the right mind would ever come up with that many cheers? and not forgetting all our high moments and our lame-ass kung fu twinkle twinke little star dance thingy..oh oh and our costume which we put together in like 15 mins!! the experience did teach me alot and though cliche as it may seem i did enjoy myself. and im damn glad i had siok!! haha my best friend for 4 days rite!!
well now onto the class mess which has already started giving me sleepless nights. the teacher is well....OHMYGOSH!!!.. and thats all i will say. i really wanted to cry after the class meeting that day. i just cannot survive not with THAT THING teaching me and being my form teacher. no way man and its not like first impression thing or anything everyone hates her. all the ogls burst out laughing when i said i got her then also bro had her for two years and he hated her. the feeling was mutual too. no wonder she paused damn long at my name. maybe she remembers him. oh shit. and on top of that the class isnt very plesant either. i wont say anything her but u should know by now cuz ive probabaly bitched about it to you. so anyway ive been trying desperately to change class and shall continue doing so till next week and if i really cannot change then ill just change my combi just to get out of this rediculus class im in. and obviously the parents are not too pleased with the idea of me changing my combi. i need a social life ok. they dont get that. two years of hell is not worth it for physics. especially since i dont fancy it too much anyway. damn why couldnt they have been more suppotive. i could have been doing arts and not ended up in this shit hole. so pissed off.
bro left for the army today. havent felt the loss yet. dont noe if i will any time soon. too stressed about the class thing to think about anything else. i really dont want to hate jc.
peace out. 3:49 PM