Thursday, January 19, 2006
sometimes i wonder....... and then i tell myself wondering is bad, just plain bad so instead i smile and move on. isnt that life? shed a few tears, sob a little more, recount the tale and as time goes by it becomes easier and easier..maybe even funny. ill look back and laugh about it as i have so often done before but i guess deep down some things never change. ill still that 11 year old kid trapped in a cage wondering what my life would have been like had i escaped. well at least im happy again. make the most of this. it'll be gone soon. maybe too soon maybe not. we'll see. its too early to tell though. i miss you terribly.
peace out. 10:24 PM