Monday, March 12, 2007
i have completely lost all respect for her..probably everyone has given the circumstances so i shant say any more..accountability? responsibility? ergh thinking about it is really draining..well kind of at least. ok wadever!
anyway! apart from all the emo rubbish today was a utterly useless mugging day! remind me to never attempt to mug with angel.a chan! (and to a lesser degree, lim x.ianhui and tan ruo.qi) again.. horrid we ended up gossiping for like hmm let me count 5 freaking hours! whoo hoo new record i think. yet having said that i wouldnt trade it for anything..err ok maybe an a in econs or perhaps 10 extra marks in chem but that is another story for another time..so anyway it was nice to finally talk to them after so long..talk as in talk talk not the gibberish we spout during trainings and when we spot each other along the corridors(though that too is becoming rare..hello 7th floor anyone?) and get everything off our chest..namely angel.a and her "pertinent issue" which was still pertinent after 4 hours i must add and roy's attempts to get us back to study..well as u can tell that went REAL well..hah but i had fun all the same
ok fine ill admit i was an idiot to think that i had time to have "fun" in the hols after ct results are out but before that let me live in denial for a little longer..pls pls with a cherry on the top! (pout)..err ok that doesnt work now does it
random note: i hit a nice one today! even though i drop my bat and what not it still felt good yes..ok shit i really need to stop measuring my level of happiness by the number of hits i make otherwise ill never be happy! but u'll be surprised to note that somehow no matter how sucky that day's training goes, i always feel rather contented after it (problem usually lies with the feeling before it ya)..perhaps im falling in love with the game all over agin..u think?
and so these days i think im back to being my happy random self..which i like! no more angst and wad not..rite now life is about training,studies,fish and co and thats sbout it.council term's ending which is kinda relieving though a little sad but now that is REALLY a story for another time and softball well, that all depends on the team thing though it was great while it lasted(um still great while its lasting? sorry this whole english thing is a little wraped as u would have noticed unless yours is worse than mine to which i say bloody hell, good luck to you!) and fish and co well what can i say about it..hmm maybe that i NEED to get down to doing it soon! shit slacker, i am! and studies, oh that well help me dear god pls. everything else is secondary now and im glad for it. no time to dwell on past stupidity when opportunites for new dumbass moments are right around the corner!
other than that, life's pretty mundane i guess. hah wait till june then life will really be mundane.
ok i just realized im rather incorrigible and this is sounding so jekeyll and hyde-ish so i shall stop my tad brainless nonsense now.
oh oh another thought though this one's a little more serious and scary. going NUH tom..meeting uncle tom to get back blood test results..should be fine i pray..well i feel fine so yup..maybe ill just get a couple more pills this time. at least that would be better than um ok can i not say it just makes the possibility all the more real and the thought of it terrifies the hell out of me.. just think how my parents must feel then..hmm
switch back to randomness..have i mentioned that jamie parker is mega hot! i probably have but it wouldnt kill anyone if i said it again! and that mother dearest is currently in LA? ok no she's on the flight there still and she's going to back us back krispy kremes!! yes yes i love my mum!
ok now really time to go sleep! and wake up early and mug!! oh how i love myself for making such brilliant study plans..if only i ever stuck to them..
oh well.. toodles and a wave to my closet blog readers! the ones i found out about today!! no i still refuse to put a tag board go deal with it humph
peace out. 9:09 PM