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Monday, June 04, 2007

first of all, i did not, in your words, "fucking screw it up" for you and will take absolutely no responsibility what so ever for whatever you are doing to yourself and the people around you right now. yes what i had to say mattered quite a bit but in the end your actions were what cost you not me. please dear boy grow up. for your own sake.

im honestly not angry. hello i do not have the time for such trivial nonsense. i need to study to go to *cross fingers* penn. so leave me out of it. humph. how very annoying.

ok now that i have let that tirade out, ill just like to add, i honestly do/did believe in you but i also felt 1)you needed more time and 2)that there was someone better. I'm not pleased that you are validating everything i said. actually on the contrary I'm a little stunned. you are better than this. where's the boy i once knew. or are u going to turn out to be like the rest of them. the ones i thought i had figured out, but somehow always managed to be wrong about.

maybe im a bad reader of character. though im actually pretty sure im not. make me proud please. make yourself proud.

peace out. 9:44 PM