Saturday, October 06, 2007
"You ever wonder how long it takes to change your life? What measure of time is enough to be life-altering? Is it four years, like high school? One year? An eight-week rock tour? Can your life change in a month, a week, or a single day? We're always in a hurry to grow up, to go places, to get ahead. But when you're young, one hour can change everything."goodness before you know it, we'll be done with this road trip. i call it such since 2 yrs of an approximate lifespan of say 85 really does seem insignificant, although there are some bonds forged here that will be hard to say good-bye too.
there are so
many things
im going to miss, so
many people. and even though i know i really
shouldn't be doing this now but its the sudden onslaught of despair that warrants the need to just vent and let it out.
i
dont want to leave the unobtrusive comforts of school and trudge into an
unpaved horizon. i want to stay here, right where i am, content. oh well life
doesn't hold still so i guess it'd be soon time to ride a new wave.
anyway onto other matters, i want to blog about certain things but i
dont know if i can yet, since one i
dont know if that person reads my blog and if
im allowed to say, so ill ask and then come back. and the whole reason why i want to blog it is to preserve the memory i guess, to not forget.
oh and let me tell u what
mat.t does the moment he stepped into the
states... watch the uncut version of lust,caution. i've decided;hopeless.
and after the rubbish
albeit insightful conversion with
wh that day, i started thinking about us about how
unamiable it was, and how we
arent even on speaking terms. and
ive come to a conclusion, i think it was for the good and even if i could go back i
wouldnt change anything. some things have to learnt the hard way.
oh well and off i go now and attempt to write my apps, though after
todays bogus physics sat
im a tad worried. honestly these sat
pple are just minting machines.eeks but the good thing that came out of today was that i
learnt that i can take a 12 home from there and to think i nearly when all the way to
tam.p mrt.
heh smart me.
alrighty nite!
peace out. 8:41 PM