Friday, November 23, 2007

i've always wondered why punjab.i farewells have to be so loud and brash. every year the grandparents go for their annual pilgrimage or whatever you call it to india and they left a few minutes back for this year's trip. lookie lookie guess who turned up to bid them farewell.. well, my whole entire mega family!..and oh by the way we actually all had dinner together yesterday too. heh. i find that a tad amusing though i guess tradition is tradition and its nice to know you're loved even if it becomes a tad annoying and choke-worthy after a while. oh well they are an endearing bunch though. =)

so anyway i met my ang.moh friend again today! and hopefully if i can get my lazy bum up and go jogging tom again ill meet him again! goodness i lead a sad life..hmm tell me something i didn't know

oh and guess what i learnt today..idiot jame.s never knew i was punjab.i! slap the boy the next time you see him please..although right now i still highly doubt he knows the difference between t.amil and punja.bi but nvm i shall let him live in his little ignorant world for a tad longer.
but he and weeh.ao were nice enough to help me shell prawns today so it cancels out i guess. "zero-sum game anyone?" oh my god, i learnt something from h3! are u proud sir!!..anyway i digressed.. we went to longhou.se for lunch cuz school canteen was closed. you know in my two years in rj i have never gone to long.house. what an utter loser i am. everyone always says lets go longhouse then somehow we just always seem to end up in Thomson instead. oh well i guess there's always a first. well,anyway genius me decided to get prawn mee since xue.ting said it was quite good. too bad it didn't look that nice when i realized i couldn't shell the prawns! dont scoff im sorry i have limited ability with chopsticks ok! and since no one had tissue paper i didnt want to use my hands. cut long story short i have nice friends! ok change that to friend since only wee.hao helped to shell it while jame.s just ate all the pawns i gave him! and thought xt tried, she couldnt shell the prawn with her chopsticks either! so im not that bad. heh. it was a good meal overall. yay!

and guess what we just bought a Rubik cube which is highly annoying since no one can figure out how to get it back to the original. but its rather amusing to watch my dad at it. its nice seeing him become so kid like all over again. i can totally picture what he must have been like when he was younger. heh

alright that's it. i still cant believe my a's aren't over. FUDGE!!!

sometimes i think maybe if i blink hard enough, everything will just disappear and then that smug voice pops in my head and says "dont be an idiot". theres always going to be a part of me that is going to be afraid of you, terrified of your anger and what it unleashes. and that's just something i cannot live with. i dont want to fear you for it makes me feel foolish and unsafe. anger's one heck of a wasted emotion isnt it? bah lets not dwell into the sadder parts of the day and just be glad for everything i have yes.

oh by the way x.ian have fun in aussi.eland and buy me something that makes me fat please. i need to fit into my prom dress!
alright cya poks!

peace out. 8:23 PM