Friday, November 16, 2007
some day soon
im going to wake up and realise that its all over.
12 years of formal education, wearing a uniform, waking up at 6 am. sitting at the same table listening to the little ramblings, hearing the bell ring... friendships will be lost i guess though some will be cherished and held on to, majority will fade with the ticking clock. perhaps at that moment, ill come to
realise and it'd finally sink in that we are over too.
and when that day comes, soon as it may be, i promise to tell u about it, shed a few tears, laugh a little and then pick myself up again. for that day will mark a new chapter in this journey. where we begin our march through the hedges we let grow around us and walk a new path.
dear e, i still miss you lots and i know u know but
im happy now. tired but happy. sometimes its a little
weird how life plays out but it always works out in the end for the better. i know you agree and
im glad we're friends again since u somehow always manage to have more loser moments than me and never fail to make me feel so much better about the situation. thank you for everything.
its funny, the
a's arent over and yet it feels like they are. maybe because tomorrow
im going for my uni thing and
that feels so much more
important right now.
and after my moment of
brilliance with the he-she
im leaving the rest up to god. i guess its
time to have a
little faith and trust myself.
goodnight dears and cross your fingers for no rain tommorrow.
peace out. 10:09 PM