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the colour of the weak is black
Thursday, January 29, 2009

or so it would seem at least. i used to wonder where the time flies to, how days could escape without me even realizing, how easy it was to walk around soullessly without a single thought in my head. i dont wonder anymore. i just want to cry.
ill cover my eyes

so anyway sat was spent with the girl cousins, sunday at rita masi's wedding which in my opinion was beautiful her especially, monday citadel with the other cousins (where we got ripped off like crazy by min.ds cafe.. DONT GO just buy the game u want to play if u are actually considering.. we wanted to shoot ourselves after heh) tuesday at lin's place with mis.h, clif.ton, hl, sha.ne.. an odd combination i guess but very fun nonetheless.
write me a plesant song.

and now all the girls think im going out with a certain someone which obviously isnt true and they expect him to turn up on the 7th which i think is rather amusing and a tad sad all the same. heh.
this has got to die.

and if anyone out there is still proud, i didnt mam.bo last night. i stayed here even though everyone else went (annoyed su.p in the process sorry!) but i couldnt bring myself to go. not knowing that i may throw it up again. for i cant really seem to shake off the image of my blood the first time it happened. but im well now and i thank god for that. but i need to stay well and for that i probably need more will power than i have. or just more help. though i wont ever ask for it so.
the pillow in your pillowcase is easier to touch

and im going to europe in the summer which means i have to mug real hard now. i wish i knew where to start though.
do u forget the breeze?

perhaps, it all gets better from here. i have decided that its time for things to get better for me. about time may i add =)

peace out. 5:36 PM