i wrote this years ago i write this again....

except in a very different context. I'm not emoing, though it may appear so on this blog so let me reiterate that i am fine, very much loved and cared for and extremely content. exams are coming and thus perhaps my entries are less chirpy though i must add that ever since uni started my lack of happy, funny entries astonishes me as well

no i don't dislike med. very much the contrary actually, I'm proud to be here I'm glad I'm here, i just want to be defined by more than this that's all.. and i don't think people really get that. i don't just want to be a doctor.. i want to be the doctor that paints/acts/does something you know. i want more as selfish as it may come across..and perhaps its a foolish dream but for what its worth it's MY dream and it keeps me going.

my new desktop pic.. i love it to the max haha

and again i ripped this from an extremely old entry i never forgot;
I've learnt that even when you think you have no more to give, when a friend cries out to you, you will find the strength to help.

dear c, i read feb. i wish i could call u now but my phone is warped hence I'm writing this here. i don't know whats wrong but I'm guessing and if it turns out to be right i want you to know that I'm here and will always be. life's going to be sucky for as long as you let it be and its time for you to rise above and seek your own happiness, for you to deal with the crap feel the pain as sucky as it will be and then leave it behind. because you are better than this and will not be defined by it. i think you're awesome and if i don't say it enough i will here.. thanks for looking after me in med/in hall for listening to my random nonsense stories or hearing me whine about i also dunno what and for just being my friend. =) pls look after yourself