rag
Saturday, July 25, 2009
im dead tired and yet i cant fall asleep i have yet to figure out why. tomorrows an awfully long day on top of that. yuck.
so m2 beckons. and its going to be different. for my own sake i have to make it different but
thats not for today.
today i want to tell u about rag. about the people in it. how wonderful they are. how everyone around me thinks rag's the lamest thing in the world and while i may concur most of the time its moments like this i realise how wrong i am. these are the people who have passion about something
thats not mainstream, who believe in med, who know its not "cool" and yet
dont give a f about what other people think and do it because "if not me then who". we derive our joys from what we choose to derive joy from. so
dont judge them. ever.
dont say they are lame.
dont say they are stupid to waste their holidays because if everyone thought like you (and me) did there would be no rag. there would be no pretty show to awe at in the end. we see the results only. its the effort that matters; always has been.
and
ive made some pretty great friends; people i know will be there if need be.
sometimes we find things in life we never thought we would. its
weird. i know i could be playing and enjoying my semi break but i made this choice and sticking with it gives me direction. it makes me a better person. you will not get it i know but i hope you would try though.
if
theres anything
i've learnt this year its that stability in life is the most important thing to have. and as i find my footing again, i see things a tad differently. council was puke inducing a lot of the times but i learnt so much from it and would never change it. as with rag.
and
ive only been here for a week.
hehif its a tad over the place
im sorry.
peace out. 2:59 AM