we cry.
Thursday, December 24, 2009
death is like an uninvited guest.. it comes without warning, wrecks havoc in the process and then leaves just like that; without warning, refusing to answer the pleas of anyone else.
to the uncle who taught me more than i could ever learn and had promised to teach me so much more, i love you and will miss you with all my heart. i wrote about you once in my diary, how much more u were like me than dad but i think i was wrong. you
arent like me at all, you're a million times better.
we love you. we'll miss you.
and yet as i write this i also know how proud you are of us; of
ji.n ,
manp.
reet and
te.
iji for not shedding a single tear at your funeral for that would have been what you wanted.
for us being so strong and really simply being here (as i type this everyone is still at our place even though the prayers are over), tragedy binds us well i think.
though i wish you could have seen me graduate for you would have been
uber proud
albeit advising me to be a juice giver instead of a pill popper and at my wedding.. gosh i can imagine you at my wedding; dancing and
singing the loudest regardless of
youever i chose to marry.
taya ji i know you are at peace but wait for us because when my times comes promise you'll lead me to heaven too. (you may need to start bargaining with god now for me)
peace out. 9:55 PM